felt the cool breeze in your hair, do not remember the last time I had been thinking about the space between a tread and another.
swallow smoke. The taste in the mouth before letting it go, it's amazing how some things do so repetitively that we forget because we started to like and even more so because we decided to make them permanent. As the smoke was coming out the nose could not help but remember his childhood friend, to hurt a little can not remember his name but everything is justified in the past tense. He remembered having had a close friend and only have in those days, as only embraces those days, as only shared in those days.
swallow smoke. Early days of sport. Do not know why he started playing baseball, few people really liked and it was difficult to find a team in those days, much more still get a tournament of more than 3 teams, and yet remembers excitement of standing with the bat in his hands, as it always seemed that time passed in a flash, a lifetime between two palpitare, quick on the ball as her own reflection and moves the bat. And after the impact, just as when the heart moves again, at the precise moment the ball touches the hard wood and will vibrate your hands feel the intense emotion that nothing else can give, is the only time that everything fits where it should. The world is as it should be forever.
swallow smoke. The kitchen of another house. Preparing food slowly, always taking the time to do everything in its time. Gradually, check the fire is almost ready, but always leaves a little more, until it is completed in secret cigar smoking now that nobody sees. After loading the dishes, there is music and some laughter in the room.
swallow smoke. That nightmare again, always so hard to remember, just a newborn's hand squeezing a finger firmly while letting go is always the same, a wild desire to scream - do not go, without words, "is that I will not to be like him ... and the cold sweat on waking.
And when the world was silent at last, I was ready, take a deep breath and took a further step into the void.
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